thor

Oh ya and Thor was great! superb!

End of leave

It's been a long time since I blogged. And tmr is the end of my leave and the beginning of working life. 116 days have past. And safiya is now 3 months plus. She is a big girl now. Very observant and active. She loves her bathtime. She has very good motor skills. She has control of her neck since 2 months and soon after that she is able to stand and sit upright. I can pull her up for her to stand on her own two feet. she is growing up fast! She has good muscle control. Her sleeping pattern has been better.she sleeps long hours at night and short naps during the day. Wow! thats my baby! And i spent lots n lots of time with her! she is able to recognise me! Smilong at me and she melts my heart!!

Now im very very sleepy cos I watch election results yesterday. We made History! Woo hoo!! Opposition has finally able to win in a grc!!

hope they are good!

okays now i want to solat n sleep.. stoning....

New family, new house, new baby!

Now im very excited abt my new house! i hope it can be ready soon.. hopefuli! hmm. i wan to start planning to design my own house.. as u noe im very lazy n tend to leave messes arnd.. so now.. my house needs to accomodate to that! haha! must have lots and lots of spaces for me to keep my things.. if not things will be lying arnd everywhere..

Now i have two things to worry abt:
1)work
2)new house

Work

I need to really plan my time well.. really well.. hmm.. cos now that i have a baby, i need to spend time with her! so i will plan it out soon..

New house

Excited! new plannings!!

=)

Bonding with safiya...

Today Safiya and I went sun plaza alone!! yey! first time alone! hehe.. She enjoyed the whole thing I think since she was bz looking arnd.. She's very curious of her surroundings.. I love her alot.. today she pooped! Mon tue- no poop.. wed- poop!! yey! i was so relieved!

Hmmm.. so now i feel really calm and composed.. this whole process has taught me alot of valuable things.. Dont be attached too much on dunia to the extent that u dont want to leave it.. That's how bad my attachment is to this dunia... I dont want to leave it.. I ENJOYED IT..hmmm.. so now i am starting to detach myself from this dunia..all this material things.. every superficial thing is temporary.. And i dont want to leave my husband.. that's when i realised that I love him because of love and not because of ALLAH.. i loved him because i like the feeling of being cared for and being loved in return.. haiz.. its abit complicated.. I am still finding the line..

It came as a shock to me that I have pre eclampsia.. and i was so scared that i was going to die because i dont think i have enough pahala.. n i love this world too much..
so now i should expect that things will sometimes turn out not how i planned it.. u never know what lies ahead.. only Allah knows..

My hubby.. i love him.. when i was a child, i couldnt imagine how it mus feel like to have my own family.. n now i living it.. weeee!! Alhamdulillah.. =) I love u Ya Allah..

Date Nite! Safiya is 7 weeks!

Just came back from a date nite! yey! Watched World Invasion. Okaylah not bad. I like the effects and all and the story can be abit predictable.

Cant believe that Safiya will be 2 months old in 10 days! Wow! How time flies really really fast! And now she sleeps well too.Not like last time. She can see better now. She observes my mouth whenever I talk. =)

And she started to smile and laugh!!

Okay now Im very paranoid about me being pregnant again. I mean I dont mind but the thing is I want my wound to heal properly before getting pregnant again. i dont want it to burst or something. Scary right. Oh Allah please help me. Dont let me get pregnant for at least a year or so. Please please Ya Allah.

I am very contented right now. Ya sometimes I have bouts of panic attack, but Alhamdulillah I am able to shake it off. =)

going to sleep soon.

Happiness

Today Im happy happy happy! Its a happy day! The sun is shining brightly.. and everything seems gay!

Friday(12/3/2011)

We went on a perfect movie-dinner date! We had dinner at breeks.. I had my chicken pattie which was okay okay but my cookies and cream milkshake was really really yummy! Oh wow! Then we watched 'I Am Number Four' which I think is superb! Wow! We went home at around 12 + am.. =) I love late nights outings, makes me feel young! =)

Sat morning was really reallllly oh-so-good.. Spent quality time with hubby!

I love it.. cos I have everything. how could I ask for more. Thank You Ya Allah.. I have everything. It feels really good.

I love my abg.. Somehow I feel like we are one. Connected. And that's all that matters. Yes, I'm on cloud 9...

=)

And it feels so damn beautiful...

Northpoint!

Today I'm gg to northpoint!! Insya Allah! We are gg to shop n shop n shop.. I hope my stomachache will get better.. N now my mood is gg down the drain.. @^%!^%@#^..